Kirsten (![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} badsugar) wrote,@ 2003-01-22 15:02:00 |
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Super - Yoga - Tuesday
Hmm. I don't know. At first I thought wow, then my second thought wow. After that I started to come down and think. Wow. But really I started to think of a million different scenarios because my mind has the fine art of scenarios. I go thru all this different stuff. I think of a million ways to ingest the material. Then I think of a million arguments. Instead of speaking I need to comtemplate.
Really.
So After thinking it some the truth is that its not real. The only real thing is this right here. Me sitting here listening to my cd, with my cat on my lap. Enjoying our heavenly electric blanket. Nothing is real till it happens, so with that said. Hey now, I'm rather enjoying my afternoon. I was feeling a little tired and stressed from the circles I was creating in my head and the excitement did get to me but truly whats to be excited about? Nothing. I am grateful but in all honesty I always am. I might not show it, but I am.
So I've been trying to consider more before speaking. Maybe if I practice a new 10 second rule...That might work. I counting my breath and counting to ten before response. Sure sure. So hey now.
Its perfectly blue and lovely outside. Its so cold too. So today is Super - Yoga - Tuesday :) I love Yoga. I'm not sure what I'm doing for workout today but I would like increase my workouts. I love working out at home. So sugar, how are you doing today?
Well I'm heading out for my afternoon ride---have a pleasant day. And be happy.
Hmm. I don't know. At first I thought wow, then my second thought wow. After that I started to come down and think. Wow. But really I started to think of a million different scenarios because my mind has the fine art of scenarios. I go thru all this different stuff. I think of a million ways to ingest the material. Then I think of a million arguments. Instead of speaking I need to comtemplate.
Really.
So After thinking it some the truth is that its not real. The only real thing is this right here. Me sitting here listening to my cd, with my cat on my lap. Enjoying our heavenly electric blanket. Nothing is real till it happens, so with that said. Hey now, I'm rather enjoying my afternoon. I was feeling a little tired and stressed from the circles I was creating in my head and the excitement did get to me but truly whats to be excited about? Nothing. I am grateful but in all honesty I always am. I might not show it, but I am.
So I've been trying to consider more before speaking. Maybe if I practice a new 10 second rule...That might work. I counting my breath and counting to ten before response. Sure sure. So hey now.
Its perfectly blue and lovely outside. Its so cold too. So today is Super - Yoga - Tuesday :) I love Yoga. I'm not sure what I'm doing for workout today but I would like increase my workouts. I love working out at home. So sugar, how are you doing today?
Well I'm heading out for my afternoon ride---have a pleasant day. And be happy.
