Kirsten (![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} badsugar) wrote,@ 2003-01-19 09:58:00 |
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standard ramble: Act II, Sc. 2, line 32
You know I have tons concepts for all different things but the risks outweigh the good. I would prefer to not even bother. I don't even like it. I just settle. I have no choice in that. We make the best of what we have to. But its been so long away that I start to think well maybe? I start to feel free of set obligations. But also I can't stand that I am so limbo-fied! It leaves me with nil. I do not spend my entire day thinking these things. The thought passes then goes.
Friends that are like a disease are the worst. I can't stand it. The negative energy just envelopes him. It leaves a bad taste in my mouth. I feel sad. But at the same time I find it hard to sit and enjoy him. No preconceptions. No illusions. Just you and me. Right? That is how it should always be. Just the vibe and true. Just the pure love of life and each other.
Who knows? I'm sure you don't!
I've been searching for my new RAW Award winner and I found a nice contender but instead I think I may write a review on her site for next week? She is a gorgeous girl with fake knockers, but they are delightful to say the least. But I'm not sure about her. Damn I can't believe it.
It looks perfect out today. I'm lost in my thoughts and that kind of bugs me. That is not what I want. Today I think I will hit the library. I'm listening to the Cranberries but there is only one song that I truly enjoy. I sent an email to amateur voice which is run by the naked nicole crew in hopes that i can write reviews for them. it would be nice getting paid doing something that i enjoy doing...criticizing freely. woooha.
I hope all goes well with them. I really do. I can't stand this anymore...going there with nothing ever being accomplished. What if they cannot get out? They are getting such a bum deal. I pray for them.
I really need to go.
Have a super Saturday.
"Cowards die many times before their deaths;
The valiant never taste of death but once."
-William Shakespeare, "Julius Caesar, Act II, Sc. 2, line 32."
You know I have tons concepts for all different things but the risks outweigh the good. I would prefer to not even bother. I don't even like it. I just settle. I have no choice in that. We make the best of what we have to. But its been so long away that I start to think well maybe? I start to feel free of set obligations. But also I can't stand that I am so limbo-fied! It leaves me with nil. I do not spend my entire day thinking these things. The thought passes then goes.
Friends that are like a disease are the worst. I can't stand it. The negative energy just envelopes him. It leaves a bad taste in my mouth. I feel sad. But at the same time I find it hard to sit and enjoy him. No preconceptions. No illusions. Just you and me. Right? That is how it should always be. Just the vibe and true. Just the pure love of life and each other.
Who knows? I'm sure you don't!
I've been searching for my new RAW Award winner and I found a nice contender but instead I think I may write a review on her site for next week? She is a gorgeous girl with fake knockers, but they are delightful to say the least. But I'm not sure about her. Damn I can't believe it.
It looks perfect out today. I'm lost in my thoughts and that kind of bugs me. That is not what I want. Today I think I will hit the library. I'm listening to the Cranberries but there is only one song that I truly enjoy. I sent an email to amateur voice which is run by the naked nicole crew in hopes that i can write reviews for them. it would be nice getting paid doing something that i enjoy doing...criticizing freely. woooha.
I hope all goes well with them. I really do. I can't stand this anymore...going there with nothing ever being accomplished. What if they cannot get out? They are getting such a bum deal. I pray for them.
I really need to go.
Have a super Saturday.
"Cowards die many times before their deaths;
The valiant never taste of death but once."
-William Shakespeare, "Julius Caesar, Act II, Sc. 2, line 32."
