Kirsten's Journal

pulled stuff
I just don't get it. There are certain things in this life that we have no choice on. There are things beyond our control. It took me years to accept certain changes, but I was just a baby. That added to my non-acceptance my reluctance to do things. Then there was that whole other thing that is far more bizarre and freaky than I could ever imagine.

Damn my lower back has been hurting I think I pulled something.

So anyway, I don't know why anyone would want to change me. I don't even get it, not even a little. I'm a hard worker, and I've made some mistakes but I like who I am, I love who I am. I will admit that I did not before, but there are also somethings that I don't like about me, but I'm still growing and working on those things in my life. Maybe its because I'm human.

Well who knows. I do, and I'm irritated. So its perfectly lovely outside and everything is in crazy order. I've been searching for some extra curricular. It should be nice, I'm thinking a shelter. Well I'm feeling really aggravated, and I have tons to do so I'm off and running.

"Without a struggle, there can be no progress." -Frederick Douglass